Turning My Life Around

There was a time when I felt completely lost.

No structure.
No direction.
Just drifting.

Not in some dramatic way it was quiet, dull, and low.
I wasn’t falling apart. I was just disconnected from everything.
Including myself.

Eventually, I made a decision.
A simple one but a big one:

I’m going to build a life that actually feels like mine.

I didn’t wait for motivation or the perfect plan.

I started small.

I cleaned myself up.

I changed the way I dressed.

I built new routines.

I began training.

I read more.

I started creating.

Since I was quite young, I’ve always admired people who dressed well.
There’s something about style not fashion just to show off but as a way of showing self-respect.

Dressing well makes me feel aligned. It shows I care about myself, and it shows respect to the people around me my parents, my friends, even strangers.

I think clothing matters. It’s how you carry yourself. It’s a reflection of who you are, or maybe who you're becoming.
And honestly, it gave me a small but powerful sense of control when everything else felt messy.

Most importantly, I started listening to myself not the world.
The more I followed what felt true, the clearer things became.

I got into design.
I started playing with websites.
Not because someone told me to.
But because building something made me feel alive.

That feeling mattered.

This website is part of that journey.
It’s not just for show it’s real. It’s part of the process.
I’m still learning. Still job hunting. Still figuring things out.
But for once, I feel like I’m moving in the right direction.

I also started caring about confidence.
How I present myself.
How I show up not for validation, but for me.

Some people might think I’m just killing time.

I’m not.

I’m building something.
Slowly.
Freely.
Creatively.

This is how I manage my ADHD.
This is how I stay grounded.
This is how I grow.

Because when you put your energy into something you actually care about
you don’t burn out.
You level up.

This isn’t a comeback story.

It’s a build up story.